The September

This morning. Actually, in this morning I want to running and jogging. I want to make some exercise to reduce my weight. . (All my friends and families said that I was very fat!!)  But, some events, some changing conditions in my life make me want to write this post first. To express my feeling, my mind and my heart. I don’t know, to whom I should explain my feeling. Huh! I won’t to distrub all my closest friend activities.

Hmm. Simple, it’s all about september. Month with full of pain, happiness and others. (Ohya, I forgot to share my experiences in August. That is very interesting too.. About my AAYF,emotions, PPAM (Proses Pembekalan Anggota Muda — An education process in Student Movement, for new students in Engineering Faculty) Committee, and  about all my activities. Hmm.. Maybe, someday, I will write about that.)

In september, I spend my times with PPAM committee, KOPDAR and family. With PPAM committee, I spend my times for organize the schedule, giving an explanation about some games, some skills, being moderator, make an evaluations, check and mark the student books, and many others things I have done. And you know? Thats very exhausting! Actually, my position is just a leader. But I must do all task, because our staff are just few seniors in our departement (and only some student from thats litle number of members, who want to help each other). Fuiih..  Yup, we will write and explain it in Evaluation Book, all my exhaustion and all member grumbles.. 

Hmm.. now it is time for KOPDAR!! KOPDAR stands for KOPI DARAT. It is a term for 2 or more peoples,who make a friend in the virtual world (ussualy social network) and make an appointment to meet in the real world. (Its my definition ). Yeah, we meet in Facebook. (Every young people must have account in FB). And in september, that is the 4th event for our Gank (haha..). We make some charity for peoples who live in cart. We give that charity, one night before Idul Firi aka LEBARAN days. We drove 2 car to bring the goods and we down the road around Cijantung and Fatmawati. I feel so miserable to see , there are so many people who live in poverty, do not have a residence for their family. It is our responsible, my friend. As a young leader, as a muslim, as a people. They are our family!! 

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And now it’s about pain.  :D

Actually, its not pure about pain. It is about the truth that I have been searched for a long time. Yup, in the night when we doing the charity (before we go), I know about somethings. I know something that make all my prejudice about “it” proven. Hmm.. Thats make me disappointed is just because they have lied to me. haha.. (it just my emotions, friend). And I think Allah has prepared that night (and one night after that night) for me. To know everythings. More Clear.. Thanks chairy for listening my *****..haha.. Thanks henny,for listening my curses..haha..

Allah, please..keep “them”.. They are my friends..

Everytimes, make I know you better.. Your words,your act,. Have show everythings.. Everytimes, make everythings clear, and say that : Its not for me.

LABIL time is over..haha..

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I love this song very much.. Life is Wonderful by Jazon Mraz..

This song remembering me, that everythings, event,step are teach us about life.

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I’m saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la

It takes a night to make it done
And it takes a day to make you young brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
And it takes a lost before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to show you care
It takes a hole to see a mountain

Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love
Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love

September 19, 2010 | Categories: Curhat, english | Tags: jason mraz, life is wonderful, pain, september | 4 Comments »